Let me tell you what it feels like to be completely limited of what you are capeable of and of what you want and could do. So i'm into the whole sports scene; yeah. I'm into the whole competeing against other teams; yeah. I'm into sports to relieve stress; hellz yeah. But what can't I probably ever do again? It sucks to have rubber joints and ligaments y'know? Coming up soon is soccer season and God I can't wait to get into it. But because of my rubber ankles I wish the season could wait. It's been like this for ages so i'm used to it but it still gets me down. I've already skipped Rugby season at the beginning of this Jr. Highschool year and that took its toll on me badly enough. While sitting there watching the games I almost couldn't watch because I needed to get on the pitch! So the choice narrows down to this: 1) Play soccer, do what I absolutely love, and get all of my stress out --but risk the chance of my ankles never healing properly again and when i'm like 24, i'm walking in pain everyday OR 2) Skip soccer with out any injury risks and watch in agony as the others play the games... It's a tough decision I know! Additions to this blog are gonna be later because it being 2am I think some sleep would be good.
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